Hitting the small screen with a two-hour special last night, Nadya Suleman is ruing over her decision-making when it comes to raising her 14 children.
"I screwed up my life, and I screwed up my kids' lives," Octo-Mom tells of trying to parent such a large brood without a fatherly figure.
"What the heck am I going to do...I have to put on a strong facade," Miss Suleman adds.
Also during the course of the TV special, Nadya took a stab at fellow reality mom, Kate Gosselin, over her bikini flaunting ways. "Honestly, I'm not as attention seeking, probably never, it's just my opinion, but some people are desperate for attention.”
Trying to make sure that her family stays capped at 14 kiddies, Suleman tells that she hasn’t been intimate with a man for nearly 10 years, saying: "As time kept going on and on, and the more kids I have, the less I remembered what it (sex) was like.”