Michelle Williams Opens Up About Heath Ledger's Death

She’s been relatively quiet about the death of her ex-boyfriend/babydaddy Heath Ledger over the past three years, and now Michelle WIlliams is speaking up.

The “Dawson’s Creek” actress confessed that though she’s had plenty of time to deal with things, she’s still struggling.

"I've found meanings around the circumstance, but the actual event itself still doesn't ... I can't find a meaning for it. I can find meanings in things and people and relationships that have sprung up and friendships that have strengthened. I can find a lot of meaning in that, but not in why."

Michelle also shared that she is really hazy on the entire year following Ledger’s death. "In a strange way, I miss that year, because all those possibilities that existed then are gone."